My struggle, my strength, my weakness. I have another tumblr but I'm not safe there anymore. People I know in real life have invaded my safe haven and now I must hide here. I'm scared. I've gained so much weight and everyone says I look great and healthy. I don't want to look healthy. I want to be thin. I want to be skin and bone, lighter that a feather, elvish,fairy-like, waif like, paper thin. If I look like them, maybe they'll finally take me away from here.
I just want to disappear. Is that so wrong?